骑白马的未必是王子，可能是唐僧。

长翅膀的也未必是天使，可能是鸟人。 

Well well well, havn't update here for a long long time. Is there anybody visited here regularlly to check me out in the past half year? Tell me, I will definitely buy you a dinner to appreciate your care, I promise.

 

Well, what I want to say today is: I passed my defense last Friday and going to deposit my thesis soon. I am finally going to be "Master Zhou", yeah! But, but, but, I haven't gotten any job offer yet, tears. So, do not ask me where I am going or what I am going to do after graduation. I really tired of this kind of questions. What else I can do except to be a job-hunter??? And, do not show off your decent and well-paid position in front of me, I swear I will kick your ass!!!

 

Another thing is that it will be my another birthday this Sunday. I am really too old to calcuate how old I am. The passing year is really bad for me. Hope I have a brand new, bright, bloom year since next Monday. God, show me the direction!

 

I am currently conducting a online survey for a project.

I need to recuit around 400 Chinese Potential Tourists.

If you currently live in China and u have been travelled within China during the past 36 months or you are going to take a domestic tour in the coming 3 months, you are invited to attend my survey. It is really fun. And it will take you no more than 20 minutes.

If you are interested, please follow the link below.

 

Also, please forward the link to your friends/relatives/colleagues in China. Thanks a lot for your help.

 

 

  

Since I met you, everything in my life became a mess.

Everything!!!

I hate you!

I hate you to death!!!

 

I went to Louisville again this October break, for work again.

I did not feel very exciting this time. But very tired.

This trip should be a shed in my planning, however, what I expected did not happen.

Something might change but something always the same, like time, and people.

I can understand that very clearly, but I am not dare to do something to break the dilemma.

 

 

I have been away from the internet except the purdue mail for around 2 weeks. I never been so busy before. Job fair, paper work, gre... I still do not know which is my direction. 

 

I just took gre last Friday, low but acceptable, considering I only use less than 1 month to prepare. This  weekend is a small break for me, we also have a "bo bing" party tonight. Hopefully I can have a good luck....

 

Remember and tolerate

Waiting for the breaking day

I have to say I made great progress. It was my second time to pool and I can swim around 30 meters now. I could not even float on the water before. But I still could not breathe freely in water. That is why I can only swim 30m. 

 

Tomorrow is Sep 8th again. It may be my hardest time the same time two years ago. I graduated from college, planed to go to U.S. but failed to get the visa. All my classmates and friends started to work and I just began to be a job hunter. I applied to be a volunteer for CIFIT just want to kill time. But it seems a favourable turn in my life. I met a lot of funny people during that 10 days and keep in touch with some of them till now. I got Maersk's Offer after 3 interviews. I began a new life that is unexpected.

 

I am in another turn in my life now. I do not know where to go. Left or right? Will that different? Where is my destination?

 

  

I signed up a swimming class this semester but now I am going to drop it.

No other excuse. The only reason is I am too lazy.

I look down myself!!! 

Ning Meng Cao De Wei Dao is a song of Cai Yi Lin, I did not like this singer at all when she was called as "boy killer", when I was in high school. 8 years passed, she changed a lot in my opinion. She is so mature, charming now and her song become more and more my theme. Actually I am not sure it is her change or my change. Anyway, she is my favorite Chinese female singer. I heard this song last week and I love the lyric a lot.

 

他们猜我们後来有没有再见离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终於也证实某一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错只是不适合我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿总是要过去以後才了解
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

我们都没错只是不适合亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的明天自己负责

给昨天的我一个拥抱曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你谢谢你我嚐过爱的好

我们都没错只是不适合我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责
我要的我现在才懂得选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责错过的请你把握

 

What I did this summer?

Nothing!!!

The whole summer is a bullshit for me.

I said I want to have a new start at May, June, July and August.

Have I?

No!!!!!!!!!

Nothing changed.

I fell in a circle once and once again.

But nothing changed!

Why I want to waste my time like this?

Jesus! Tell me what should I do.

Please.

My cell phone fell into the wabash river yesterday. I got it back from water and blew it dry, but it still could not work now. I called cingular this morning, thingking that I can replace that for a new one again for free. But the lady said it is impossible as it is water damage, which is not covered by the warranty, and suggested me to purchase another phone. 5555, I am so sad. I love my cell phone. And I really do not know how to live without a cell phone. 

Thanks very much to our 2mi. She gave me her uesd cell phone. So now, I have a cell phone again. But I lost all the contacter' numbers. I saved them in the broken phone when I changed the phone number. 

I bought this cell phone half an year ago. I left it at NY while travelling and got it back two week later. I damaged it once and got it repaired for free. This time it finally gone. Ended up in Wabash River. A funny ending. I have to say sorry to the cell phone. We have not "Yuan Fen".     

765 404 1882

 

I moved into the new apartment yesterday.

 

I felt so tired although I have no furniture and I do not have many stuff. I always thought I do not have many clothes. But I found I have to use 3 drawers, 2 big case and 1 small case and 2 bags to fit my clothes. I sweared I will not buy any new cloth in the coming 6 monthes.

 

This morning, just after I got up, the workers came in to fix the washer. I have to come to school without clearing up my hair. When I triming my hair in the restroom, I remembered that I once found a girl washing her teeth in the restroom. I thought we are doing the similar thing then. So funny.

 

BTW, I finally got my Learner Permit last Saturday. I am going to be a driver soon.

Finally uploaded the pictures about the Ceder Lake Summer Fest., the July 4th Purdue Firework and my green nail.

Enjoy!

 

 

 

 

It is my birthday today. I am 24 years old now.

Although nobody will care, I could not give up myself.

I deserve a happy life.

Happy birthday, JJJ !

 

Today is my second time to BMV to take the learner permit test. Unfortunately, the officer said I could not take it today, as the system could not work. What a hell. I came last Saturday and refused by the same officer as I did not bring anything to prove my address. Today I bring everything but the system could not work!!!

 

I plan to take it again this Saturday, my birthday. I hope it can bring me some luck. Then the learner permit will be my birthday gift.