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2006/8/25

趁早

到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂
其实是一片荒凉
要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好喔--------
爱已至此怎样的说法都能成为理由
我在这样的爱情里看见的
是男人的软弱
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好
忘了就好
2006/8/19

柠檬草的味道

Ning Meng Cao De Wei Dao is a song of Cai Yi Lin, I did not like this singer at all when she was called as "boy killer", when I was in high school. 8 years passed, she changed a lot in my opinion. She is so mature, charming now and her song become more and more my theme. Actually I am not sure it is her change or my change. Anyway, she is my favorite Chinese female singer. I heard this song last week and I love the lyric a lot.
 
他们猜我们後来有没有再见离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终於也证实某一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错只是不适合我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿总是要过去以後才了解
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

我们都没错只是不适合亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的明天自己负责

给昨天的我一个拥抱曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你谢谢你我嚐过爱的好

我们都没错只是不适合我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责
我要的我现在才懂得选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责错过的请你把握
 
2006/8/15

What I did this summer

What I did this summer?
Nothing!!!
The whole summer is a bullshit for me.
I said I want to have a new start at May, June, July and August.
Have I?
No!!!!!!!!!
Nothing changed.
I fell in a circle once and once again.
But nothing changed!
Why I want to waste my time like this?
Jesus! Tell me what should I do.
Please.
2006/8/14

My poor cell phone

My cell phone fell into the wabash river yesterday. I got it back from water and blew it dry, but it still could not work now. I called cingular this morning, thingking that I can replace that for a new one again for free. But the lady said it is impossible as it is water damage, which is not covered by the warranty, and suggested me to purchase another phone. 5555, I am so sad. I love my cell phone. And I really do not know how to live without a cell phone. 
Thanks very much to our 2mi. She gave me her uesd cell phone. So now, I have a cell phone again. But I lost all the contacter' numbers. I saved them in the broken phone when I changed the phone number. 
I bought this cell phone half an year ago. I left it at NY while travelling and got it back two week later. I damaged it once and got it repaired for free. This time it finally gone. Ended up in Wabash River. A funny ending. I have to say sorry to the cell phone. We have not "Yuan Fen".