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2006/5/30

PUSH, again

Finally, I broke myself, my ear suffer inflammation. It hurts a lot and I could not hear clearly the sounds from outside. 55555. So I have to go to PUSH again today.
 
I don't know how many times I have been in PUSH. It seems that I suffer some strange symptom every half an year. My disease cycle? PUSH should award me VIP or something. I am the person who visit PUSH most frequently as far as I know.
 
2006/5/25

Louisville--Derby

Luisville is famous as the hometown of Kentucky Derby.
 
One of our attractions to do survey is Derby Mesume, just next to the Churchill Downs.
I finished the workload that day very early, so walked to the Churchill Downs.
 
I was so lucky that a horse racing wouldl began in 15 minutes. The number of people in downs were at least 1000 times of that in Derby Mesume. Many were still on the line to chip in, some were staring at the screen. Spectator stands are also full of people. Only 5 horses in the racing that day. Everybody was so exited when the racing began. It was my first time to see a horseracing. May be because I am not chipped in, I am not so exited as other audiences. A horse call "Buddy" win that race. I heard a black kid said that he win 91 bucks on that race.
 
I went to the gift shop and bought a T-shirt with churlhill downs logo and "run for the roses" on that. Pretty cute.
 
As Louisville is famous for its Derby, sculptures of horse can be found everywhere, and some carriages are operated in downtown for visitors.
 
  
 
2006/5/24

Louisville--A wedding

I witnessed a wedding undesignedly during the trip.
 
It was the first day of working, I am doing survey at Exclusive West, an suburb hotel about 10 miles from downtown. There are 4 people sitting at the hotel lobby, seems a Mexican family. One boy and one girl, both of them looks less than 20 years old. I asked them to do a survey and found that they are local residences. They said they are waiting for someone.   
 
Around 2 hours later, a man with a Hawaii shirt came in, and leaded the family to the corner of the lobby, where exactly I was sitting. Then something shocking happened. the man, which should be a father, asked whether the boy would like to be with the girl, no matter poor or xxxx, xxxx or xxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. I could not remembered the words. But it exactly the same as what I saw from TV. Holy cow! It is a wedding!
 
It is really unbelievable, I really could not image a wedding in U.S. without dresses, flowers, and church. The father even wore a Hawaii Shirt, the only witness is their parents, the music is provided by the hotel.  But it really happened and the groom and the bride looked so happy.
May be happiness is really nothing to do with the material.
 
2006/5/23

Louisville -- Prelude

Just came back from Louisville and would like to share this 5 days trip here.
 
The purpose of this trip is to collect 300 questionnaires for the Louisiville Image Study. But for me, it is also a chance for me to know more about this city. I kew nothing about the city before the trip, I even have no time to do some research and thus do not have many expectation for this trip. May be just because my expectation is low, the city give me a big surprise. I saw a lot, heard a lot and felt a lot about this great town in 5 days. 
 
I will write down my experience of Lousville in the coming days and hopefully it can provide a picture of the town. I will also upload some pictures of the trip.
 
 
2006/5/17

Closer

I saw <Closer>yesterday. Coolly, crackling and a little complicated, with a cracked ending, very my theme, I like it.

 

It tells a story about adult relationship, filled with cheating, lie, revenge, and hurt. Dispiteous and bloody, just like the reality. People say I love you, but do you really know that person you say you love? Everyone meets as strangers, and most of us will end up as strangers, even within a series of relationships, even engage in lovemaking.

 

The other feeling is that love is so good a excuse: I want to be with you, because I love you; I want to tell you my betrayal, because I love you, I can’t lie you; I’m going to leave you and I can’t see you again, because although I love someone else, I still love you. And even some day I want to go back to you, also because I love you. But, as Alice said, where is the love? You could not touch it, could not see it and could not feel it. That people did not care your tears and hurt. It is totally an emotional placebo. In this case, sex may be the most real and most chaste part in relationship.

 

BTW, the incidental music of the movie is perfect. Especially the part Dan chatting with Larry through Internet. Also I love the song in strip club. Who know that song?

 

 

Love is an accident...waiting to happen

Desire is a stranger...you think you know

Intimacy is lie...we tell ourselves

Truth is a game...you play to win

 

2006/5/15

First Day of May Semester

It was raining all these days. Wet and cold. I doubt I will go moldy if it go on raining.  
 
Today is the first day of May semester. I took a "vocal expression" class provided by Theater Department. Hope that I can improve my accent a litter bit.
 
I met Dr. Jang this afternoon. He's still not satisfied with the topics I picked. I need to go through 3 more Journals in 2 days. OMG, I feel so tired now and it's just a begining.
 
Good news is: campus looks more spirited compared to last week. And all the computer lab will open normally. I can say goodbye to Math Lab.
 
 
2006/5/13

Mother's Day

Today is Mother's Day according to the Beijing Time.
I have nothing for my mom.
Sorry... 
2006/5/12

Some feeling

She is at the same age of me. She was enrolled in the program one year earlier than me.
She will graduate this summer and she will leave to anoter school to pursue further study.
I admire her calm temperament and brightness very much and many of her character are actually what I want to in possession of. She is the student I admire most in our department.
I realized this long long ago, but it is strange that I am not very close to her. And actually we are even not friends. Tonight is her farewell party. I buy a samll card in 2 minutes but spent at least an hour to decide what to write on the card. She is both an acquaintance and an important person for me.    
 
It seems strange that sometimes the people who you want to be is totally different from the people who you are now. But most of your friends are people who are similar to you. You spend most of your time with the people similar to you and repeat and reinforce your habits and character once and once again. And finally, you will end up with a people actually pretty much the same as you are now. Maybe that why people say"江山易改本性难移“。
2006/5/9

Dandelion

 
On my way to gym, I saw many dandelions on the lawn.
Some bloom, some were destroyed.
I thought I am just like the dandelion.
No root, no home, no direction, no end.
Go with the wind, and die somewhere.
 
 
2006/5/7

Time to say Goodbye

I took ENGL001T class this semester, I could not say my English have improved a lot through these 3 months. But I met some very funny people through the calss.
 
We hooked up at Jake's house last Friday night for dinner. It is really a very happy night, we drank and laughed till mid-night. Jake said we are his most crazy alcoholic students. It is a pity that Brita did not come.
 
Jake and Brita are going to leave very soon. And they both are getting married. Jake will bring his sweetheart to Afica and Brita will move to Mexico. May be we could not meet again this life.
Hope they both have a happy marriage and good luck for everything. I will never forget them!
 
It is lucky that our "lunch club" will going on. I can meet some of my classmates frequently. 
Hey guys, have a great summer!   
 
2006/5/4

被TING小兔崽子点名

1.面对失望,你选择做什么?转身离开,或是依旧坚定? 

一般会坚持,我很容易钻牛角尖的。 

 

2.是否是个十分恋旧的人,是否极度怀念过去?

八分恋旧,七分怀念过去。

 

3.最喜欢的饮品?

热茶

 

4.什么样的CD封面会引起你的注意从而购买?

引起我注意也不一定会购买

 

5.喜欢我吗?

你说呢

 

6.如果下次我不点你名,你会不会请我吃饭啊?

我就怕你不肯吃我做的饭

 

7.觉得自己是个怎么样的人?

烂人,彻彻底底的烂人

 

8.讲一个自己的糗事吧...

多了去了,最近一个是在麦当劳拿错别人汉堡被人家要回去,幸好还没啃下去

 

9.最想收到的礼物是什么?

我跟ting一样俗,车子房子股票债券都行

 

10.你喜欢独处还是热闹?

有时候喜欢独处有时候喜欢热闹

 

11.最近的生活累吗?怎么释放?

累。睡觉

 

12.活泼快乐的和多愁善感的,你喜欢哪个?

我喜欢正常的,不要活泼的像个呆子,也不要一天到晚伤春悲秋的,我受不了

 

13.你有忧郁症吗?

没有,可能有抑郁症

 

14.如果我点你的名了,你不怪我的对吧?

不会,难得有人对我好奇

 

15.你最奇怪的习惯是什么?

听歌盯着一首歌听,听到腻,然后再也不会再听这首歌 

 

16.你心中有没有一个永远惦记着的爱人?你们现在在一起吗?

现在没有 

 

17.假如你爱上一个不该爱的人你该怎么办?

爱就爱了,有什么好怎么办的。

 

18.如果心爱的猫死了会把它当人一样埋了吗?

我这辈子也不会养猫

 

19.就有一块肉,很香的肉,很香很香的啊!你正要吃,但看见旁边你的爱犬用渴望的眼神看着你,你会怎么办?

一人一半

 

20.最省钱的,最省时间的,最省事儿的(即换车最少的),你会选择什么样的方式到达目的地?

走路,我很能走的

 

21.这个春天最让你吃惊的事是什么呢?

原来我这么垃圾

 

22.有没有什么人让你失去自我,对未来失去把握?

我一向没什么自我,对未来也从来没有把握

 

23.你觉得女生在多大结婚最为理想?

问题不在于年龄,在于跟谁结婚 

 

24.如果你现在还是单身而你又不持单身主义,你觉得是什么原因使你还没有男(女)朋友,你打算怎么解决这个问题?

月老把我给忘了。 多烧点香? 

 

25.你发生一夜情的几率有多高?

应该不高.

 

26.你喜欢什么样类型的男生(女生),有男女朋友的注意,别让他们失望啊:) 成

昨天晚上那个跑步帅哥那样的

 

27.你现在最想和谁在一起?

财神爷 

 

28.如果有机会,想当运动员还是艺术家?

都不想,我当经纪人好了

 

29.你最喜欢自己哪个器官?

我一视同仁,没有偏好 

 

30.对自己的现状满足了么?

不满足。

 

31.到现在为止,最让你觉得委屈辛酸的是什么事?

我一直很为我爸爸妈妈辛酸,怎么会生出我这种垃圾 

 

32.你现在最怕遇见的谁?(或者说遇见谁最尴尬)

遇见谁都无所谓

 

33.以上问题的答案真心率是否达到100%?

这很重要吗?

 

34.下辈子想当男人还是女人还是……

无所谓,都行

 

35.你觉得你拥有的最值得自己骄傲的是什么?

勇气

 

其其的问题: 36.如果生命可以重来,你希望从你几岁的时候起重新来过?

不用了,重来一遍估计我还是一样

 

磊侯的问题: 37.你认为今年NBA和世界杯分别是哪支队伍夺冠?

不知道,从来不看这个.

 

Ting的问题: 你觉得人有前世今生来生吗?

没有,不过我相信因果报应

 

游戏规则:被点名者在自己blog上写出答案,并出一个新的题目,然后把题目丢给另外几个人,并且到这些人的留言版上留下:"你被点名了."这几个人在自己的blog注明是从哪一个blogger那里传来的题目,然后写下答案,并另写一个问题,再去贴另外几个人.比如你自己回答11个问题,你回答完了再加一个,被你点名的博友就要回答12个问题,如此继续下去. JJJ, moppetww,郁离子,

 

我不点名了,谁爱回答自己回答好了

 

 

My Computer Crashed

Final exams finally finished last night and my computer crashed at the same time...
 
I do not know how to describe my feeling now.  This morning when I woke up, I tried to start my computer again and hoped it could turn out normally. Of course it is impossible.
 
It is luckly that I have handed in all my final reports and all reports have a copy in my career account. It is me myself who cause my computer crashed. And it is not the first time I broke my stuffs. In the last 6 months, I already broke my camera, my cell phone.  And this time, the victim is my laptop.
 
I hate myself so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Why I did not broke myself? I am such a rubbish! Why such a shotten people like me still alive?????